What led you to believe in Oneness?...
Spiritual experiences taught me about oneness but I had a hard time excepting it until I did my own research and spiritual study. Also the way that some others were advocating oneness didnt resonate with me or my soul- but I believe and have experienced levels of satchitananda - and believe that all is actually "god" or the absolute and all other conceptions are mental creations and a lack of oneness with the great spirit- spirit here meaning conciousness. We are not physically one- but the absolute dwelling in me is one with the absolute dwelling in all other things which literally comprises the multiverse - the physical and spiritual reality of all things- god to me is conciousness - and so much more. We are that and that is us.There is nothing else that really exists in truth- and in knowing that we would not wish to oppress any other being since we are also causing ourselves pain and misery- since we are conciousness and conciousness is all.
If life is an Earth School (Gary Zukav) and being in 5th grade doesn't make you any better than being in 1st grade, you are just in 5th grade, what grade are you in?...
I have no idea what the grading process consists of- in some ways I am advanced and in some ways I am in kindergarten or grade one. I have experienced certain things that mystics and adepts have only dreamed were possible - yet i struggle to organize my life and keep a schedule. I can help facilitate my global mission but physical reality is a challenge for me.
Briefly describe your journey to this point...
The first 27 years of my life were quite easy and very blessed - many friends- endless oppourtunities- money- good style and personal confidence- good spiritual community and lots of support. Then my life for the past six years has been very challenging to a point that many may not recover from or cope with very effectively. I had a spontaneous awakening that was very powerful and everyone thought I was going crazy so I was arrested by the police and taken to the hospital against my will. After that I was medicated also by law and against my will - and have had to learn to work with oppression and violence and loosing all my friends- and physical prowess- and sense of reality and the good will which had always been expressed towards me turned to persecution, shunning, and stigmatization. Before being medicated I lived in other dimensions- and had many alchemical and spiritual experiences. I was chased by the forces who persecute the light and awakening of conciousness and superhuman abilities - and battled with much in duality which my soul had never comprehended before. My life had been largely successful up until this dramatic shift- but I have tried to continue the silent revolution my awakening had put into play all throughout being homeless and shunned from my peer group. Now I see it as perhaps thats how much my life needed to change and now that I have begun to reach out to spiritual community ( i was not allowed to attend the ashram I had grew up going to - nor was I allowed to finish my yoga studies - because of *mental health*..) I am finding more syncronicities once again in a more mature light since everyone is much more awake on their path then they were five years ago but there is still much work to do.
Describe your Formal Education...
I have very little formal education. I was educated in aromatherapy- organic gardening- and herbal medicine- by expensive but informal methods. Also I briefly attended UVIC - but couldnt legitimize the money I was spending so stopped my studies after a year. I have truly been educated by the divine quite extensively in that I understand real life issues from the inside such as poverty, addiction, lack of community support and all fringe dwellers, and the problems and issues facing our collective world today and clues as to the solutions that will truly address the underlying problems. I shift the collective conciousness through my prayers and meditations and am a forerunner of human conciousness - and very familiar with pitfalls and obstacles one can come upon both physically and galatically.
Describe your Personality...
My personality has been greatly damaged in galactic battles and oppression by the mental health judgements placed on me. But what has survived is not what it was most of my life. My personality is similar to the divine personality described in the bible- except I am not jealous any longer. Injustice bothers me- mercy is my methodology- I am hopeful of big dreams but realistic in divine application. I am loyal - righteous- fun loving but not conditioned by false concepts of fun but what is truly a joy to the soul. I am creative and a little zany- in some respects I am a revolutionary and in other ways have deep respect for traditions. I make judgements but without being judgemental of course. I am shy sometimes and drawn to spend time in cyber space or alone- but when I get comfortable am loving and always want to support the best in others and their divine purpose- but have learned not to let myself be a doormat although energetically I still give too much. I am childlike in some areas of my development - and need to be looked after by compassionate beings. I have great untapped divine mind conciousness that is very powerful and this is very much a part of my personality as well.
Describe your Essence...
I believe I have many souls and many essences. Like conciousness I use whatever is needed to convey the message and meaning of what I seek communicate- often from a much higher level - the higher self and perhaps beyond. The oversoul I have is something like michael of the bible- but not the same. More of a child and a galatic being instead of universal one. I am passionate inside and innocently sensual- deep yet playful- love to be enjoyed but loathe being used or taken advantage of. My shekinah is transforming bestowing beauty and regeneration on whoever it touches like a kind of elixir of life. I havnt come from this universe but am very familiar with it and have an indentity also native to here. however its not my source...yet also is in the sense that I am conciousness and conciousness is dwelling everywhere. Justice and charity dwell in me as well as many undiscovered attributes and qualities. Also I can be very serious and *dark* although I have very little to do with creating fear based realities mine are mostly based in truth - bliss- wisdom- and other worldly attributes not described well in the human language but are very *heavenly*.